wish today would be a different day,
the kind where i dont think bout all the pain.
i just want it to be a merry day,
the day before the king guided the way.
he started a day, a brand new life.
but all we think about is drugs, not our life.
things need to change, change for the better.
havin a relationship, not a go-getter.
thinkin imma slut but thats not true,
the only reason i do it is to forget about you.
forget about you, forget about you.
i tell myself to forget about you.
somethings can change and somethings go on,
but at the end of it all it is all gone.
i win, i lose, life never can decide.
for now all to do is impress my pride.
tryin to improve the best i can.
but things fuck up, not according to plan.
everything is wrong, everthing is done.
but this doesnt mean to go grab a gun.
think about the good, think about the future.
youve got time to string a new suture.
into your life, put it all together.
the puzzle pieces will fit better than ever.
life will sublime, life will emerge.
it will come together, it will converge.
time to do so, time for you to glow.
its getting close for you to run the show.
nobody else, just you and only you.
when the time comes, itll be your queue.
everyone one will see, what your lifes all about.
dont worry about the people who only give you doubt.