Tue, Jun 26, 2012 at 4:43 PM
Hi barbz. Just because it is night time and I'm all alone, I started thinking back on my "travel" as a Nicki fan and have to write it off me.
It all started back in 2009 when Nicki got signed to Young Money Entertainment. At that time I was all about Lil Wayne and Young Money. I remember reading that he signed this girl named Onika Maraj who was a female rapper. I thought to myself this would be really interesting because there were no other female rapper that had really caught my eye.
I listened to her mixtapes and followed her carreer as it started to grow and watched her on youtube clips in random videos with lil wayne and all that.
But it was in 2010 when she released her first album "Pink Friday" what I falled in love for real.
This person is so much more that just an artist to me. She is the one that inspires me, makes me strong and secure when im insecure. With her in my life I've grown as a person and my personality has changed. Today I feel confident about who I am and I really do think that no one can bring me down to the bottom. Cause Nicki is always there. She is always saving me.
I've never felt this passion about something as I do with Nicki. She is the definition of greatness,beauty, bad bitch, craziness and a strong women.
Just by hearing her name makes me happy. I feel like I can relate to all of her songs in different kind of ways. Either it's emotional, cocky, happy or whatever.
June 8 was the best day of my life. When I saw her on the side getting up on stage my adrenaline started pumpin as fuck. I couldnt believe i was watching this women i love so much for real. I also had a ticket to the VIP event. And I tell u barbz, that was my fucking moment4life. I was standing in the line and actually had a hard time breathing because I couldnt believe what was happeing. When it was my turn to meet her I started crying. She walked towards me and said " aaw come here beautiful, dont cry", grabbed me in her arms and my knees turned into gum. She said all kind of kind things to me that I'll never forget. She told me I was so beautiful and that she loved me, and those words made me titanium.
Im so greatful this women is alive and for everything she does. I don't know what i'll do without her and I wouldnt be the same person today if it wasnt for her.
I Love You with all my heart, Onika Tanya Maraj.