Sat, Jan 7, 2012 at 6:28 PM
Nothing Can Take Away My Love for Nicki Minaj
Even though Nicki Minaj recently unfollowed me on Twitter, I still love her,support her, and cherish her. I have faith that she will refollow me 1 day. I cried my eyes out when I saw she unfollowed me because I didn't do or say anything out of line. Its a mystery why she unfollowed me but her unfollow doesn't change how I feel about her. I would never throw shade at her or stop supporting her just because she's not following me anymore.
Nicki Minaj has made such a positive impact on my life. I suffered from depression and i was hurting myself because of four bullies at my church. Then in the summer of 2010 I came across Nicki Minaj's music. I fell in love with her music. I did research about Nicki and I became inspired because God has blessed her so much. Nicki followed her dreams and she inspired me to do the same.
I overcame depression in summer of 2010 because of Nicki. I also stopped cutting myself. I purchased her mixtapes and mixtapes of her songs and features made by various DJs on ebay. I was overjoyed when Nicki announced her first album.
Nicki inspired me to work hard and follow my dreams.I almost gave up on my dream of becoming a teacher but Nicki came along and she showed me how hard work and ambition pays off. I found out I have enough credits in early childhood education to work at a daycare center, so I began searching for teaching jobs after I was wrongfully terminated from my nurse aide job. I temporarily took another nurse aide job and then God blessed me with this teaching position. Nicki inspired me to never become cocky or lazy because it can all be taken away in a second. I admit that I get sick of school but Nicki inspires me to stay on my grind and finish school.
Nicki inspired me not to care what people think. I think it's really cool that Nicki does her thing and she doesn't care what people say or think. I am a very sensitive person and I am slowly learning from Nicki how to be strong.
Nicki inspired me to take pride in my appearance. I used to leave the house looking any kind of way, but thanks to Nicki I now take pride in my appearance. Even if I'm only going to the corner store, I still take the time to make sure I look decent. I no longer keep my hair covered by scarves, I keep my hair done, I do my nails, and I take the time to get manicures/pedicures. I no longer wear really baggy skirts and shirts. I wear clothes that flatter my figure. Nicki inspired me to have confidence.I had low self esteem because I had been told by a few people all my life that I'm not beautiful.I love how Nicki inspires females to feel good about themselves no matter what their shape,size,color,or features are.
I joined Twitter because of Nicki Minaj I'm proud to be apart of Team Minaj because we all share one love and that is, Nicki Minaj. I am here to support Nicki Minaj. I'm not on Twitter for anyone else but Nicki Minaj and Rihanna. I do not need anyone's approval. The only approval I care about is Nicki's. I do not need anyone's judgement. Only God and Nicki Minaj can judge me.
I have received negative comments from other Team Minaj members regarding my tweets about Nicki Minaj. I tweet about Nicki Minaj 90% of the time and I tweet nothing but good things about Nicki.As I stated I would never think to say anything bad about the lovely and talented Nicki Minaj.I don't even allow people in my presence to bad mouth Nicki. My tweets about Nicki Minaj are harmless and I'm not hurting anyone but yet I have had some Team Minaj members say mean things to me just because I mostly tweet about Nicki Minaj and I tweet her.
I'm not here for friends but its cool that I made a few good friends in the process, but at the end of the day I am here for Nicki Minaj. I wish that I would have known about Nicki Minaj back in 2007 but I didn't find out about her music until summer of 2010. I was really out of it in 2008 and most of 2009 due to depression. Nicki helped me recover through her music and personality. I am more positive and optimistic because of Nicki. She opened up my eyes.
Nicki unfollowed me and its a mystery but her follow and unfollow doesn't change how I feel about her. I have cried my eyes out for 2 days but Nicki taught me how to be strong so I dried my tears and I will continue supporting Nicki,loving her,and cherishing her until I take my last breath. Some people get unfollowed by Nicki and they go completely mad. I have even heard scary stories of people hurting themselves or threatning suicide because Nicki Minaj unfollowed them. I love Nicki Minaj so very much but I would not hurt myself or contemplate suicide just because she unfollowed me. Yes I am hurt that Nicki unfollowed me but I'm not going to hurt myself or commit suicide because Nicki would be very disappointed if I did that. Nicki is teaching me to be strong and suicide and hurting oneself is not being strong.
I am looking forward to purchasing her second album,Pink Friday: Roman Reloaded. I am especially excited about her Pink Friday Tour. I cant wait to see Nicki for my third time in life.My love for Nicki Minaj is never ending and I refuse to allow her unfollowing me to hinder me from loving her and supporting her.A true fan is there for their favorite celebrity through thick and thin.Through the good and the bad. I love Nicki Minaj.I love her music.
I'm keeping the faith that Nicki will refollow me 1 day. What keeps me going is my love for Nicki Minaj,her personality,and music. Though she unfollowed me for whatever reason, this will not take away my love for the beautiful,intelligent,kind hearted,awesome,ambitious,hard working,and amazing Nicki Minaj.I will continue loving Nicki Minaj,listening to her music,watching her videos,going to her concerts,voting for her,watching her interviews,and collecting posters of her. The walls in my apartment will always proudly display beautiful posters of Nicki Minaj. My heart will always have a place for Nicki Minaj and I will continually support her,love her,and enjoy life because I know Nicki wouldn't want me to be down.
Nicki Minaj is just an inspiration to me and she has made my life better.