Beautiful Stranger’s Blog
Sat, Feb 9, 2013 at 10:56 PM
It's times like these were I wish I had a mother to sing to me & cuddle with. Im alone.no one to sing a la nanita nana to me or cuddle with me or tell me it's ok. Im speachless. Im Alone. Nicki Won't Speak To Me. Im pushing my father & family away. I wish jo jo was here. I want to be invisible....completely & entirely invisible so no one can see me cry myself to sleep.
Fri, Feb 8, 2013 at 8:29 PM
So School Was Crappy! Jo Jo Got In Trouble For Driving Me Home :'( Its Not Like Anything Happened All She Did Was Help Me Bc My Family Can't Fuck You LAUSD! I Swear Everytime Someone Trys And Helps Me They Get In Trouble. It's Fucking Stupid I Feel Like Im Always By Myself,On My Own,And Weak. I Crave A Parents Love Because My Father Isn't Here With Me & I Fucking Hate My Biological...
Wed, Feb 6, 2013 at 10:16 PM
The Beat Is From I Wanna Be A Billionaire By Bruno Mars Ft.Travis McCoy I Really Want A Mom So Very Bad Someone Who Loves Me Very Much. I Wanna Be A Happy Kid So Very Bad I'd Be Smilling Next To Her & My Dad Oh Evertime I Close My Eyes I Dream Of My Perfect Life Yeah A Different Story Every Night Oh I Swear My Life Will Be Different When I Get My Dream Mom Yeah I Would...
Thu, Jan 31, 2013 at 9:58 PM
So Nicki Hasn't Shown Me Any Love On Twitter :( I Literally Considered Living In My Cardboard Box Mansion Bc My Cousin Who Does Drugs Is Still At My House And My Grandma Is Protecting Her And Choosing Her Over All My Familys Safety.Real Smooth Grandma -.-t Thats Fucked Up!I Feel So Unsafe And Last Night I Broke Out In Hives Because Im Freaking Out Way Too Much According To My Aunt.Man I...
Wed, Jan 30, 2013 at 10:02 PM
Why Do Kids Have To Be So Fucked Up Now A Days? I Get Bullied A Lot In School!Ive Been Told That Im Maturer Than Most Kids My Age & I Literally Hang With My Teachers Mostly...But Im Lucky I Haven't Gotten Into Any Fights...I Was Taught By My Father How To Kill Someone...You Know The Nose To The Palm Of Your Hand Move.So Im Prepared For Kidnappers & Rappists But If I Ever Fight Im Scared I...
Wed, Jan 30, 2013 at 5:22 PM
So I Haven't Been On Here In A While Because I've Been Really Super Busy! I Got More Family Drama Lately :( My Cousin Who Does Drugs Is Back At My House -.- And She Smokes In The Bathroom So Yea More Bullshit To Handle -.- Im Tired Goodnight World
Sun, Jan 27, 2013 at 8:09 PM
Im So Tired & I Have School Tomorrow!! :'( So My Cousin That Does Drugs Showed Up At My House Again For The Second Time Yesterday & It Smelled Really Bad In The Bathroom & Later I Didn't Feel Safe Later & I Got This Gut Feel That Something Was Gonna Happen & I Was Right Bc She Came Later Last Night At Maybe Like 2,3,4,or 5 Am And Made Chocolate Milk I Think Unless She Smoked The Chocolate...
Fri, Jan 25, 2013 at 7:41 PM
So When I Got Home I Literally Slept Until Now. Im Working My Ass Off In School & Im Always Telling Jo Jo I Dont Want To Go Home Bc Of All The Drama & My Creepy Ass Aunt.Well This Weekend I Really Dont Want To Be Home!!Wish I Was Friends With Nicki So I Could Hang Out With Her.But Anyways Moving On Cause Its Just A Dream That Wont Come True! You Guys Are Doing An Okay Job Of Getting Me Out...
Thu, Jan 24, 2013 at 7:52 PM
So It Rained A Lot Today! My Stomach Hurts :( I Need My Mommy (That I Don't Have) To Comfort Me :'( You Guys Are Doing A Pretty Good Job Of Getting Me On The Featured User Board But I Still Need More Friends & Views!!!!Please People Help A Teen Out!! NEED MORE VIEWS & FRIENDS!!!!
Wed, Jan 23, 2013 at 10:06 PM
So I Just Got Done Watching American Idol & This One Girl Had An Amazing Story & Her Daughter Got To Meet Nicki "Dun Dun" And Took A Pic.Im So Happy For That Little Girl Now If I Could Just Meet Nicki I Could Die Happy Lol.I Had This Theory Earlier About If I Get More Views And Friends Than Nicki Herself Maybe She'll Notice Me And Want To Meet Me & Chill With Me.?!Will It Work I Have No Idea...