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sleepless nights,flowing tears,and my liddle heart still manages it all. I may never find another that stole my heart like Nicki did. It's clear. My heart hearts but smiles when i think of her. Almost every night i CAN'T got to sleep without crying beause she stole my heart. Out of no where i cry no matter how much i say i love her, words don't mean that much. I remember the other day i was in Phisics and i started cry out of no where because i know that i'm not gonna be alone for the rest of my life. Nicki is my hero and it's crazy to love someone like i love her. Words can't explain. She's one of many reasons i wake up in the morning nd get on my grind and do what i do. From the bottom of my liddle heart i love that woman to death. My whole life surrounds her. Let anyone else say what they want about me loveing who i do but i will never in a million years regret this decision. It's crazy how her smile just lightens my whole entire day. Can't noone tell me what i'm feeling but me and i Jamesha Payton am in love. Even if i am 13 *sticks out tonge*