Fri, May 27, 2011 at 7:46 AM
this week has undeniably been one of the best weeks ever for team minaj.
first of all, let me talk about the billboard awards. we all watched the live stream of the white carpet to see nicki. when i first saw her my heart smiled, like seriously. the angle of the camera made it look like she was wearing a dress so i died a little inside when i saw it wasnt. nevertheless, i was more than happy. her pink hair and the blue...everything was just perfect. she scooted past the camera which made us all sad but we knew she had to go get ready. when the host said "NICKI MINAJ!!" i was not dealing. like which bitch you know sings showtune music? that blond bob is the cutest thing i've ever seen. and when she started.....MY BITCH CAN SANG!! i was so happy to see nic do something she wouldnt normally do. and when she was shaking her ass towards the end i was dying. you can take the girl out of the hood but'cha cant take hood out of the girl. then finally the performance. if i went into detail i would be here for ages but basically it was amazing. the vocals, the choreo, the stage...it was life!!! good ol' britney sorta ruined the performance with her lipsyncing but im not really here for that. what made me so emotional was realising how far nic had come. i literally froze for a while just thinking..from the click clack video to sharing a stage with beyonce is a very big deal. i honestly cried abit, just thinking about what she has accomplished. i am more than proud of her!!!!!!!!!! she has proved to us that dreams do come true.
secondly, can i talk about nicki changing her twitcon? this is what separates us from the cf and the fans. they prolly thought we were overreacting but to us it was totally different. she had the PF one since it came out so its a nice change. its the little things that make the most difference.
i wanna talk about tmr. this was fucking amazing! she hadn't called into a radio for a while and it was just EVERYTHING to hear her voice. like no other celeb would EVER do this. and i freekin live for her attitude she puts on for calling into radios lol. and also, tweeting the download link for 'catch me'. i know she done this so more people could hear it but this time last year she would never. i am SO happy she feels comfortable to do these things again. we also got so much life from the little 'catch me' sesh. her tweeting the lyrics gave us all so much life and rting people saying how they felt about it was emotional. at that moment we all really connected, she knew how we felt and vice versa..it was magical.
the freeking DIOE countdown!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yo, tm was spazzing. we were all just chilling on twitter then a few people started talking about the countdown. when we all quickly went onto mpf we saw it and JNHUFSHDAJNF. im not even joking, i couldnt breathe properly!!!! i lowkey hate them for springing this on us and making us spaz like that! lol..but still, they done a pretty good job of hiding it from us. it was so weird lol, earlier that day Jordan0re0 was asking if there is even gonna be a video for DIOE and randomly this happens!!! and none of us know what to expect! we heard a few rumors about some people in tm being in the video but we honestly do not know! i cannot wait!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh this is like the most exciting thing thats happened for a while!!!!!!!!
finally the freekin calls. when sb first tweeted about it we had people pissin, shittin, vomitin...ALL SORTS! (i cant with tm) like we didnt wanna get our hopes us incase sb was playing with us but the thought made us all excited!!!!!! after like 10 minutes (black people time = a few hours) we finally got the # and we were all going CRAZY!!!!!!!!!! nicki had the phone and was answering calls and sb was calling people from his phone. people were tweeting about speaking to nic n shit and my heart was almost collapsing!!!!! i called 103 times and didnt even get a ring (lmao i still dont know why god hates me) but im not here to rant lol. then safaree tweeted the ustream thing and omgggggggggg. i was in my fucking bed via phone. i've never grabbed my laptop so quickly and furiously! we didnt get to see nic but we heard her!!! "yello!" i swear that woman is my life!!!!! she is everything!!!!! and my black brother sb was in a damn shower cap but insisted he had swag (or something) lmao he is such a fool!!! we heard a few of nic's and safaree's calls but the ustream ended after like half an hour. i'm happy for everyone who got to speak to either one of them! luck isnt on my side but i refuse to give up! one day i WILL talk to or meet them!!!!!
anyhoo i think i've said everything i wanted to say =) thanks for reading! love you guys mmuuuuaaaaahhhh!