Fri, Mar 25, 2011 at 8:20 PM
Someone Please Save Me
It's starting back again with the hurt, the guilt, the self resentment, everything. I haven't felt like this since 5th grade. Trying to block out the pain only makes it worse. I don't feel like I can talk to anyone about it like before. The hitting and teasing has started also. People telling me to stick up for myself doesn't help at all. I always feel like I'm about to cry but can't. Almost like I'm not allowed to cry for some reason. Sometimes I want to just crawl into a box and never come out again. I wish to be alone...