Wed, Aug 1, 2012 at 12:21 PM
So some of my friends who aren't Nicki minaj fans who, like her music but don't obsess over her like i do say to me 'dont you feel as if their isn't anything on Twitter to chase anymore now that Nicki follows and replied to you?' Part of me feels that but i have so much more to look forward to like seeing her in October and possibly waiting outside her hotel/greeting her at the airport. One of my biggest fears is losing the relationship i have with her because i previously was a massive fan of beyonce and used to obsess over her like i now do for Nicki but i dont know what made me lose thhat relationship i had with Bey, i still love her but Nicki came along and is so popular right now and interacts so much with her fans and i just love everything about her like im such a crazy fan i cry over it sometimes. i love having this obsession though and i DONT want to lose it. Aslong as Nicki keeps bringing out new music/interviews ect im sure i will never lose the bond. Shes got me through so much if i didnt have her to look up to/idolise then i dont know where i'd be. I cant wait for her new perfume and clothing range that will be so exciting! Im also so nervous to see her in October yet SO excited. I got like this last time and when i actualy saw her come out on the stage for the 2hours she was on stage i just felt amazing i couldnt believe she was there so im sure it will be just as good! anyway....idk what im rambling on about but YAH had to get some things of my chest.
s/o to all the barbz and ken barbz love you all xox