Thu, Dec 9, 2010 at 1:36 PM
FOR THE RECORD
Yeah... we look like a couple.... NOT.! We are simply friends. I want to go with him so badd but the answer is still NOPE. Not in a rude way... but its full of bullshiit to make it sound good. Lol. Yeah...I caught t nigga. I should have realized thee shiit from the jump. Nip that shit in the bud when it first started. I just thought time would give in. If he had time to get to know me he will say yes. Well its almost been two yearss!! Still... NO MOVE. It so weird. That "iloveyou-iloveyounot" shiit. CRAZY. But I don't blame it all on him..
I have my dayz. Sometimes I think I'm Bipolar. I just snap for no reason at him... is that it? Nah....that shiit don't happen often enough for that to be the reason.
Idk dawg. I give my all... atleast I think. Don't know what more can you ask from a person...hmp.
I'm growing tired of it though. But whatever. Just going to ride it out until I go to talley!!!! .. or just say yes to one of these niggaz that want me...lol. .. but ima stop this fantacy ride....
He's not my BOYFRIEND...but I love his hugs, his smile, his advice, his kindness, and the times we laugh and spend together. Guess I fell in love with our FRIENDSHIP