Wed, Jun 5, 2013 at 11:23 AM
how i feel
hm...i dont even know where to begin.
around sept. 2012 my cousin that i grew up with since we were little finally came back.. by the time we were like 5 we stopped seeing each other all the time, we would just see each other at like birthdays or something.
anyway, so i finally see him after all these years and we start getting close again.
but now we're adults so its more of a bond i guess you could say.
by the time the end of January 2013 comes around, he gets ripped away from me for some stupid shit he didnt even do..
so now i only get to see him like every other week..
idk shit just aint the same w/ out him. hopefully he comes back soon,... he said like 70% chance so all i can do for now is pray.
*sighs* everything happens for a reason so maybe this gives me time to grow.
until next time,