Wed, Jun 19, 2013 at 2:06 PM
only time will tell
so, whats gunna happen next?
am i gonna be disappointed yet again because i let everything just get way ahead of me?
thats what it feels like. everytime i think im getting closer im just fading away more and more.
you are the reason i even held on in the first place and youve been away for 6 months.. hows someone supposed to even be themselves?
ive lost touch, im numb. i wanna write you, but even that is hard anymore. i hope you understand what im doin this for..
anyway, the only time im ever at peace with myself is when im all alone, smoking and just thinking to myself. i need you.. please come back. and God, thank youu for listening to my prayers. i know youre there. only you can help me with this. so i leave it in your hands yet again.