Mon, Mar 28, 2011 at 10:02 PM
the woman i love (onika tanya maraj)
I DONT ever wanna think of a time where there was NEVER a NICKI MINAJ that existed. For with her, all things became possible for many striving artists. It’s like watching your own child GROW from what once was, to something BIGGER and GREATER than you would ever imagine in your wildest DREAMS. My attraction to NICKI was never forced as some are prone to do, but rather natural and progressive. Not one that grew over time but just WAS! In searching my own path i have to admit that everything NICKI MINAJ possesses…… I wish to ATTAIN! Her HUNGER! Her WILL! The INSTINCT upon which she does things! Her EFFORTLESS STRIDE! Most importantly, HOW SURE SHE IS OF HERSELF! Most attractive quality in a woman, a WOMAN not only wanting more for herself, but for those around her. Believing that even without WAYNE…… She just WAS! That she would BECOME! Hate on her, but why knock her hustle? She came as a cub but will retire as the LIONESS that devoured her nemesis. Who is this NEMESIS you say? It’s not the obvious, but rather, the nemesis that lives in us all, our greatest CRITIC, ourselves and those who choose not to believe. Because of HER? I chose to believe. BELIEVE that I will be ok, that it will turn out ok because her GIFT to me became way more valuable than the things I recieved or gave. It was the GIFT OF MUSIC and that gift SAVED ME!