Wed, Apr 6, 2011 at 4:17 PM
God desired to heal the great sadness within my soul, to fill that part of me that felt empty. I grew up understanding shame quite well. I remember thinking seriously about suicide. I am sure that would have been a shock to everyone if I had actually done it. It took everything in me to fight back the tears and put on a strong image that I was okay. For some reason, I didnt feel comfortable sharing. I've became deeply depressed and tried to kill myself numerous times. I couldnt do anything but cry.