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Sat, Oct 1, 2011 at 7:27 PM

I WISH TODAY IT WOULD RAIN AWL DAY...

OK SO... IM SITTING ON TWITTER AND I SEE THIS TWEET.. CANT REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS BUT UMM YEAH.. I REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS BOUT..

BECAUSE IM CONSIDERED "BIG GIRL" IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO WANT WHAT THE WE WILL CALL THEM "OTHER GIRLS" WANT?... IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO BE LOVED BY SOMEONE OTHER THAN A GUY MY SIZE OR MAYBE EVEN BIGGER?.... WHO SAYS IM IN NOT ALLOWED TO DO CERTAIN THINGS.. WEAR CERTAIN THINGS GO CERTIAN PLACES..? WHY IS IT THAT I CANT WALK INTO A PLACE TO EAT AND GET STARES...? HONESTLY I DID NOT ASK GOD. YO DEAR GOD MAKE ME FAT THATS HOW I WANT TO BE. I DONT EAT MUCH AND UNTIL COLLEGE ALMOST NEVER ATE AT A FAST FOOD PLACE. BUT IVE BEEN THIS WAY MOST OF MY DAMN LIFE. SOMETIMES THINGS LIKE THIS MAKE ME SAD.

TO SEE A SKINNY GIRL DIET TO BE EVEN SMALLER.. AND TO SEE LIDDLE GIRLS THE AGE OF 10 CALL THEM SELVES FAT AND PUT THEM SELVES ON LIQUID DIETS SO THEY CAN LOOK LIKE THE GIRL ON THEIR MOMMIES MAG. IS JUST SICK. GOD DID NOT MAKE US ALL ALIKE FOR A REASON. BUT THE FACT THAT WE ARE PICKED ON BECAUSE WE ARE THE WAY WE ARE IS STUPID..

THANKS TO THE PEOPLE WHO MAKES US FEEL THE WAY I FEEL RIGHT NOW.. ALONE AND UNAPPRECIATED AND IF YOU FEEL SOME TYPE WAY ABOUT "BIG GIRLS" "FAT PEOPLE" JUST DONT TALK TO ME.... THE DAY A CELEB STANDS UP FOR US IS THE DAY THIS WILL NEVER BOTHER ME AGAIN..

I ALWAYS START TO LOOSE IT AND THEN I QUIT BECAUSE ITS LIKE WHO AM I DOING THIS FOR? SOMETIMES I LOVE THE WAY I LOOK AND OTHERS I DONT BUT THATS ME AND IM WORKING ON IT. BUT SOME PEOPLE LIKE ME CANT HELP THE BODY GOD PUT THEM IN.. AND OTHERS CAN BUT CHOOSE TO EAT NASTY FOODS THAT MAKE THEM THE WAY THEY ARE. BUT THATS THEIR CHOICE.

DEAR YOUNGER BARBS LOVE THE SKIN YOUR IN. THE SKIN GOD BLESSED YOU WITH. WAKE UP EVERYDAY AND TELL YOUR SELF YOUR BEAUTIFUL AND LOVE YOUR SELF BECAUSE IF YOU DONT NO ONE ELSE WILL. LOVE STARTS WITH YOU! ACCEPTING THE SKIN YOU WERE BORN IN STARTS WITH YOU. YOU HAVE TO KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT SIZE SHAPE OR COLOR YOU ARE THAT YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY YOU CAN CONQUER. AND KNOW THAT NINE TIMES OUT OF TEN THAT WOMAN ON THE MAGAZINE YOUR LOOKING AT 99.9% OF THE TIME DOES NOT EVEN LOOK LIKE THAT HER SELF.

IM DONE RANTING.. LOVE YOU ALL MUNY~CURLYSUE

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