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Thu, Feb 17, 2011 at 12:53 PM

I'm Nt that Type....

It was like destiny to find someone that loves me for me, and loves the things i do and say. They loved my flaws and all of my imperfections, I couldn't believe that I was with someone that made me feel this feeling that was unknown and yet so loving, you see I loved this person beyond the moon, stars, planets, and this earth...I loved that person from a place unknown to any living creature. Yes barbz I was in love and I wanted to sing it 2 the world in 2010 I discovered the kind of love that I would only read about or see on TV but in that year I had finally came across someone that was just imperfect as I was. Yes we had our walls up but we manage to break them down and love each other through all the hardships, I know some of you maybe thinking "awww how sweet" but not all so called "fairytales" have a happy ending....shortly after in the same year we had to split, but being apart from the person I loved with every fiber of my being made me love them even more until I got to the point where I was stuck deep within love and I didn't want to reach to the surface to get out of love...yes we still love each other but fear keeps you from what you are truly desire and want in life...maybe fear of losing that special someone keeps you from facing your fears head on, but I never thought I was the type to get my heartbroken, I thought I would forever be the heartbreaker, but of course I was wrong, I know what it feels like to be hurt so bad that you get to a point where you feel like your almost about to loose it so I wouldn't want to be a heartbreaker because I know the pain of a broken heart all to well....in March 2011 it will make a year that I have been single and although I will be celebrating my heart will be yearning for that one special love.......

  1. asian love avatar

    On Mon, May 16, 2011 at 7:46 PM, asian love said:

    i luv hun you are a good writer. i feel that kind away you know. well if you need anything to talk about you can let me know ok hun

  2. ChocolateDoll avatar

    On Thu, Mar 31, 2011 at 3:23 AM, ChocolateDoll said:

    @sexiibarb92 thx alot hunz

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    On Sat, Mar 26, 2011 at 7:22 AM, sexiibarb92 said:

    dang girl that was deep and i feel so sorry for you but everything happens for a reason btw you are an amazing writer!!

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    On Sun, Mar 6, 2011 at 10:24 AM, ChocolateDoll said:

    @mrs.PrettyBxtch thx lovie *muah*

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    On Wed, Mar 2, 2011 at 8:39 AM, Mrs.PrettyBxtch said:

    awwwww babyqirl yu know where to hitt me up if yu wanna talk about it.
    although i have not known yu very lonq, i feel yur pain completely, so im here for yu love.!

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