Mon, Jan 27, 2014 at 4:48 PM
so far gone
Soo I got off the phone with Caleb like a half an hour ago, I had the most amaze-balls convo with him, that I can't even fall asleep anymore lol. We spoke for about 2hours, its like 3am already. I love him so much, and its scary coz I can actually see myself getting hurt again, but he's like this drug that I can't seem to leave. Its crazy that only a few nights ago I was crushed when he said he was done, and I tried so hard to stay mad at him, and not take him back when we saw each other again... But here we are right back at it. Fallen 10 times harder.
I'm so far gone, and I don't even know what to do anymore.
Should probably just enjoy the ride, and deal with the consequences when I have to. Not the wisest decision (but then again I'm not known for making wise choices when it comes to relationships), and it will probably turn around and bite me in the ass eventually... But what am I gonna do ey.
Peace and love barbz