Wed, Jan 22, 2014 at 8:41 PM

I just don't know anymore

So I bbm'd Caleb, and either his phone is off or his bbm is messed up again, coz the text isn't going through... I just think I want to know where I stand with him right now, and actually wish I hadn't started this thing back up with him you know. Seriously all I want this year is to find a nice SINGLE guy, like seriously how hard can it be to find a decent single guy these days omw!! Like really I'm either finding guys who are taken or have a kid, I don't mind him having a child like really, I love kids (and no, I don't have one of my own, I do however have a godson, who is the light of my life), but you sorta get tired of playing step mommy after a while, you know. One thing tho I have stopped, is actively looking for a guy, I would acknowledge a supah hot guy, but then just carry on with my life you know, and I don't plan on going on a fully fledged man hunt for the one, but it would be great if I could find a guy to take my mind off Caleb, a rebound guy if you will... Coz if I'm not with Caleb, I'm go back to this other guy, who too has a gf and a son. And as if on cue has reappeared back into my life.
I cannot go on like this.

Peace and love barbz

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