Tue, Apr 26, 2011 at 8:11 AM

More Than a Doll

I really had no idea how much my life would change the first time I laid my eyes on you Nicki. Fast forward from then to now and I can't even describe everything I have gained. I don't want to make you cry but I do need you to read the following words. We have met 3 times and you follow me but the connection I feel to you is so beyond just that. I am 27 years old and I truly feel that this year so far has been the most influential in my growth as an individual. We get lost sometimes trying to figure out what we are supposed to be and what we are supposed to do. I couldn't understand why you were brought into my life and why I gravitate towards you the way I do. At my age most people are focused on their spouse, kids, and career, but not Ashley. I am putting all of my energy into a person who may not even know my legal name. I finally figured out what God has been trying to show me from the jump. He is using you in ways you are not even aware of to show people their hidden treasures within. You gave me a gift that I have been waiting all my 27 years to discover, and for that I am forever indebted! You have given me this unwavering confidence in myself by directly supporting my endeavorers and I'm not sure you are even fully aware yet. There isn't enough money in this entire world that could repay you for what I now have to look forward to for my life. You have become a part of me that will go on to shine brighter than I ever have before. When my time comes, you better believe you will be there and you will be the FIRST person I thank. I am sure of this. I love you with every beat of my heart and I thank God everyday for the gift that is YOU, Onika Tanya Maraj!

Forever grateful,
Ashley Marks / EnidClaire_TM

  1. Moment4Life1 avatar

    On Mon, Jul 4, 2011 at 4:38 PM, Moment4Life1 said:

    kool wish i met Nicki Monaj i just ADMIRE

  2. alicia-minaj avatar

    On Fri, May 6, 2011 at 2:55 PM, alicia-minaj said:

    your so lucky! how did you meet her?xxxx

  3. s.minaj.mafukka avatar

    On Mon, May 2, 2011 at 2:33 AM, s.minaj.mafukka said:

    You take everything I feel n put into words..

  4. badfuckingbitch avatar

    On Tue, Apr 26, 2011 at 2:03 PM, badfuckingbitch said:

    add me Barbs&KenBarbs?

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