HI =) ..Me LLamoooooh, UR BITCH. I silly bitch. =D

Lemme BE ur Dolly Lama, will u be mine ?

(Nicki) ...YOU ARE EVERYTHING, a dream come true, Onika? ...she bringz tha FIRE,
Our Queen holds something special within her, something we ALL desire.
something we are all blessed to be born with
it's merely a god-given gift.
No materialism can aquire
....but shhhh... ::chuckles::
This special something is priceless, and if u deny this, u prove urself to be nothin....
except just another muthahhEFFIn LIAR.
Typically, statistically, speakin of THEE,
::evil smirk::
the Dictionary needs an update, like Raggedy Anne, it fell to its own fate
im not judging...never have and never will be, ya seeee....when one judges another, they are simply defining themselves
patience is a virtue, and time is of the essence
Queen Nicki is THE REAL DEAL, she make like the Dolly Lama, she be the one to heal
Metaphysically speakin, for the 1st time in AGES, I can FEEL (its feeLs niiiice)
one day we may see her face in the center of a trillion dolla bill
but no disrespect meema,I wanna be ur lil mamacita!!! I would DO anything to eatcha
, juss playin around w mah barz ....juss a LiiiL, but TRUTH BE... i do crave that manGo meal!
it will bring me more joy than bein a [email protected], coppin mah self the chik nugget HAPPY MEAL
but puttin all that aside... this beautiful female, gorgeously named Onika....she the only Queen doin this, bringin us the hottest of fire
finally, there's a female we can rely on...bringin TRUE meaning to the word
and like YOU, this is also what she does 4 ME...
so now WE.... can live happily ever after with our newly evolved, *and especially beautiful... QUEEN NICKaayyyyy!!!!!!!
ROGAH THAT! DID JAH COPY THAT?!!! May I do the honors?! =D ::holding crown::gets on hands and knees::

cuzz honestly,
all you SheepahLz doin lately is be drainin mah energEE.....
and all u fake hoes spreadin a disease lethargically,
worse than any STD
wait, wait..hold up i think there's a name for it, actuuuualllllyyy....
ahhh yes, it's called...NEGATIVITY.
so if you bringin that..stay AWAY FROM ME.
I'm tellin ya now...
I'd rather have HPV!!!
so that's all about me, CLEAN*(w some exceptions) ::wink wink::.
. positive vibes allowed, ONLY. ok?
strictly postivity
otherwise..."LOL" ...::*smiley face* "HAVE A NICE DAY"
CUz it's true what i say
and I will live by it till my dying day,
whether you think you can, or you think you can't, you're a right! BEELEE DAT!!!
Cuz all I know is that Nicki Minaj is Goddessly,
she is within you and me.
but all ya bum bitches dont understand the true meaning of WE,
so without GOD, you all be stayin raggedy.
Our Barbayy is Aphrodite miXed w/ CLeOpatra of this modern day..
....::chuckles:: what did i just say??? smh ::evil smirk::...
put ya glasses on, she has paved the way...
.defining the TRUE power of DIVINITY.
(Aye, yo captian, aye yo cap’, I, I don’t wanna hear that navigation, baby pa’ I’m tryin’, I’m tryin’ to get some sleep, ya dig?)
sooo...besides for that....
*YOung Money Salute*

I LOVE LiL WeeZy, the Mastermind of hiP H()P
"Real G's move in silence like lasagna"


Patience is a VIRTUE"

"BE the LOVE you SEEK"

"Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape" - Michael McGriffy, M.D.

"That old law about 'an eye for an eye' leaves everybody blind. The time is always right to do the right thing" ~Martin Luther King, Jr.

"No notice is taken of a little evil, but when it increases it strikes the eye" ~Aristotle

"Every closed eye is not sleeping, and every open eye is not seeing"
~Bill Cosby

"Hold a picture of yourself long and steadily enough in your mind's eye, and you will be drawn toward it" ~Napoleon Hill
"in mah space shuttle and I'M NOT COMIN DOWN..."
.... "IMA STEREO and SHE's just SO MONOTONE..."

Miii on the left Xoox
i kno u love that one, i made it mahself =D..lmfao.

"throw me a cigarette, daWWwG"~2pac

' I ain't neva had a problem givin bitches da business
Pop bitches in da eye like a finish ma spinach '

..........."yeah I’ma risk it, I’m optimistic".....""mah shoe game crazy, got tha mental asylum lookin fo mi"

"Hello world .....im ya wild grrrL..im ur ch-ch-ch-ch- CherryBomb!!!!!"

"Young MuLLAAa babyyyyy!"


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    On Fri, Jan 28, 2011 at 6:15 PM, hmm...let's think... said:

    Can someone pray I get to meet Nicki? and have a picture taken? I'm 27 yrs old and I made a big mistake in my life a few years ago. I had to move back home because I chose to remove myself from a situation that was killing me because I was so busy tryin to help someone else. I accept full responsibility for my mistakes and I truly believe everything DOES happen for a reason so I will never ever allow myself to fall again. I am strong, sincere, real, determined and full of love. My name's Anita and my skin is white and my whole life I've been told that Anita is not meant for a grl w/ white skin. This brings tears to my eyes every friggin time!!! it makes me so upset that the ingnorance continues to spread like a disease. You cannot place a skin color on a name or a name on a skin color. I am not an object like a banana, which is yellow. .... or an orange which is orange. "WHATS IN A NAME" ..."A ROSE IS A ROSE IS A ROSE".............why do we continue to seperate ourselves as if we are not human beings that bleed the same color blood?!?!? It's time for change and Nicki is symbolic of a BRAND NEW BEGINNING! All i do is pray that in time, we all understand this. Patience is a virtue. BE the LOVE you SEEK. This is me. This is Anita. 'CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME'.....besides Nicki and Team Minaj??! Even some of the team members kill mi inside and bring mi to tears becuz its like they are here but just dont seem to get "IT". Anyway....I just want to hug Nicki and see her in this life...real time...ya know?? I will be able to follow my dreams sooner than later after that. Since I've moved back home, my punishment is more severe than b4 I left. I'm never allowed out....It's like being in prison but the bars are invisible and I'm not exaggerating. I've never ever EVER had the chance to celebrate New Years since I'm never allowed outside, nevermind allowed out on New Years Eve!!! I'm not one to complain, I know better. But this New years eve, I was in my basement watching Nicki on Carson and then after I finished watching Nickis final performance on 106 & Park....I went outside to smoke a cigarette and hopefully go to sleep...it was right after the ball dropped. Well.....god punished mi, supposedly... or maybe it was just a mere accident? who knows. Anywayz, it was after the 1st snow storm NY got hit by and there was still ice remaining on my steps. When I went to go back into my room, i slipped on the 3rd to last step and grabbed the railing to break my fall. Instead of falling, my body did a 360 and I heard the loudest tearing noise and I fell to the ground. No one heard mi fall and no matter how hard I tried to get up, i just kept floppin back into the cold cement. Eventually, I was able to drag my body slowly back into my basement room ....where there was light. I looked at my leg and I couldn't believe what I was seeing!!! It was just like when I was a child and I would snap my barbies legs backwards and make them walk contorted, because i thought it was funny. Ya know? It was all backwards and there were 3 GIGANTIC lumps going around my knee. I tried screamin for help but my parents were sleeping 2 floors above mi. Plus, I was so scared to bother them because of all my past mistakes and guilt I was carrying from the verbal comments constantly bein spoke to mi since the day I was BORN. So i lay there.....bleeding internally...tryin to pop my leg back into place. Eventually, I passed out due to so much internal bleeding. It was so surreal and eventhough i was in severe pain, all i could think of was other people suffering.....worse than me.....people w.out shelter...soldiers on the battlefield.....abused animals...people in body casts. YA FEEL MI?? this is what kept mi strong and alive.....after what happened in New Orleans and Haiti ETC.....there's not much one can complain about, ya know??? maybe i'm just an empath, a personality trait that has haunted mi since I was incarnated here. So.....about 9 hours later....I'd say around 8:45 am....something woke mi and I could hear my parents having breakfast on the floor above mi. So..knowing they got a full nights rest....I knew it was ok for mi to call my mom for help which is what I did. I calmly called upstairs..."Mom?" .....and she replied "WHAT?".....and calmly I said, "please come downstairs....something is wrong...please relax though" .....so she made her way down the steps and into my room ...she saw mi layin there ...now keep in mind....at this point in my life...nothing is a shock to her....she has learned to become completely desensitized/detached by what she sees, as I have made numerous mistakes and numerously broken my promises but these are my own mistakes and I don't intentionally hurt her. She doesn't unterstand mi in the least bit. It hurts, so physical pain is not somethin I really feel. My mother and I are complete opposites. We have been through so much when it comes to our past, my blood father is from El Salvador so my mother and I are extremely strong and independent but I have learned to let go of the past and embrace whatever life throws @ mi. I know everything happens for a reason and I bend and sway like the trees. I have faith in more than what's right in front of my face. My mother doesn't even seem to believe in a higher power and this kills mi inside. She is so beautiful and yet she continues to worry worry worry. Ummmmm......my bad..i guess this became a lil more detailed than i wanted it to but it is what is. I'm not gonna go back to edit this. It turned out that by the time I got to the hospital, they had no idea how I had lived through the night and I explained HOW. No one believed mi. I had a shattered femur (largest bone in the human body, connects the thigh to the hip & knee) in 3 sections! It was broken 2 times, vertically & had one LARGE horizontal break. After emergency surgery, I now have a large plate and about 10 screws in my right leg. I have physical therapy 3 x a week. I had 37 staples taken out about a week ago and I should be able to walk in about 8 more weeks! I am healing quick and Nicki is my everything right now and has been for the past 3-4 years! 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