Thu, May 12, 2011 at 1:44 PM

Broken Sanity

By: Janielle

It's always difficult to blog with tears streaming down your cheeks, when you been crying so much your face hurts... This is address to you... From day one I was drawn into you... You made me laugh.. I smiled like I didn't know I could... My first real convo with you was priceless, your smile still warms my heart.. What about you make me gravitate to you, I always questioned myself.. Look intro I see your carefree attitude mixed with your stubbornness which always challenges me... Being around you made my crazy-ness acceptable ... I lost you once...It hurt like hell... Now I have to choose to lose you for your happiness... I would never ask you to choose between me and her... I hate her for making you cry but what can I do? You chose this... Why do you allow yourself to be the mat she dusts her feet off? I know you love her but she doesn't love you the same in return.. Why must I be employed to bear your tears and wipe them away?... You said to me... "No dont go, My heart is involved"... How many times must I catch you before you see... It slays my soul to leave, but you leave me no choice....

  1. AlixJane avatar

    On Mon, May 16, 2011 at 4:15 AM, AlixJane said:

    Stay strong! This is an amazing entry... You deserve the best... Don't settle for anything less than perfect... We all may not know eachother but we all ahve one thing in common we love Nicki... I'm here for you!

  2. Janielle avatar

    On Fri, May 13, 2011 at 12:38 AM, Janielle said:

    Thanks mama, it is appreciated.

  3. Rachel Anna avatar

    On Thu, May 12, 2011 at 9:30 PM, Rachel Anna said:

    This was a beautiful blog entry. Stay strong girl. I'm always here for my barbz to help them through anything!

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