Thu, Dec 9, 2010 at 9:39 PM


By: KeirKenHB

Thinking, contemplating, wondering,....

What's out there? Like really. This though has been hitting me for a while honestly. What happens once you die? I know what we are all raised up to believe. But I'm one of those narrow minded folk. You're going to have to show me in order for me to believe it. But ...idk. I don't doubt God or anything...but my mind goes into a state of conscious. Waaay off then normal. Its like I'm off in space trying to find the answers to a question I'm suppose to know the answer to. How is it sooo easy to believe? Especially when you can't physically see it. Idk maan. I just be wondering. Then I think...hmmm should I try to go get saved or something. But I tried that when I was didn't work. Now that I'm so comfortable with myself.....I don't feel like I'm doing anything wrong. Okay I know everybody says "gays go to hell" blah blah blah. So why did God make me like this.? I've been gay since I can remember. I think I was born this waay. Then they say you can't be born gay....well how the hell when I was likeing boys since I knew right from wrong. Its so complicating....

I don't want to go to hell.... shiit. I'm scared to burn....


  1. JenniYM avatar

    On Thu, Dec 16, 2010 at 7:15 PM, JenniYM said:

    I think you wont go to hell because youre gay & i think you are a really nice person .
    Ahhhh I hate people when they saying things against gays !! ://
    People who believe in god wont come to hell . Im sure about that .

    *sorry for my bad english*

  2. MelFame avatar

    On Mon, Dec 13, 2010 at 4:18 PM, MelFame said:

    Yes ! I Feel Yu.

  3. Castle*Dreamz avatar

    On Fri, Dec 10, 2010 at 6:18 PM, Castle*Dreamz said:

    I like this. This is deep. And its real. These are questions I sometimes think about everyday. God already knows everything we are going to do since he has our life planned out for us. So if he already know all the wrong we gonna do anyway or our lives are planned then is whatever we do i life really wrong or just meant to happen that way. The whole concept is confusing as hell.

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