Sat, Dec 18, 2010 at 3:31 AM


WHY GOD...WHY DOES EVERYTHING ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME....u know how i feel about my whole like that sometimes i wish i would just die and go to heaven so i can b at peace...everythin bad always happens to best friend is mad at me.. i JUST found out RIGHT THIS SECOND that my dad IS DRINKING AGAIN n i cant do anything about it. I always feel ugly n that no one will ever like me...i just hate my life..everythin i do is wrong i can never do anything right in my life... my mom just came home so i went downstairs to c her, n she was gettin somethin to eat, so my dad come out askin her where u were n shitt, n y she didnt answer her phone, then i just plain out asked him r u drinkin again and he was like yah, n i just said u will never change will u, u will always b the same, then me, my mom and dad all get into an argument about how he is and he is always going baq and that he is so lonely in this world n that no one likes u, ur own family doesnt like u thats sad. He was like well y dont yall like me. Me and my mom just looked at him like he was stupid and said because of the things you have done in the past, dont u get it. I dont feel like explainin the rest.I wish i were 18 already so i can leave. I think my sister knos that i was cryin and sad right now. Shes down syndrome n she keeps hugin me and touchin me, i know shes knows whtas goin on. Life is just...ughh i hate it right now!!!

  1. Gabii Minaj avatar

    On Sat, Aug 20, 2011 at 7:29 PM, Gabii Minaj said:

    1 more thing! Ur beautiful!

  2. Gabii Minaj avatar

    On Sat, Aug 20, 2011 at 7:27 PM, Gabii Minaj said:

    The thing ALWAYS get better, is just u be yourself and give ur best!
    I already have been thru bad moments and thought that same thing, but I'm here! Keep ur head up, the life have a good side, is not perfect to anybody, but have a good side!
    Keep on going, everything gonna be alright :)
    Love, Gabi

  3. mimibahdd avatar

    On Mon, Mar 21, 2011 at 9:21 PM, mimibahdd said:

    your young. it all might seem soo horriblee but TRUSTTT me theres million times worsee i know causee when ithinkk something going so badd there goess one of my friends withh ann even worse sittuation.. its okayy little things like this shudd make yuu stronger bbarrbb . smilee yurr alive !

  4. barbielove avatar

    On Mon, Jan 10, 2011 at 1:53 AM, barbielove said:

    everything will be ok barb muah!!!

  5. OnlyNicki avatar

    On Thu, Dec 30, 2010 at 5:30 PM, OnlyNicki said:

    I am sorry you are having such a hard time...((Hugs)) I hope things get better for you. Hang In there!

  6. EbonyAngelBarb avatar

    On Mon, Dec 20, 2010 at 2:25 PM, EbonyAngelBarb said:

    Awwww babes BIG HUG*s I promise you just got to keep yourself because keep making a big foundation for yourself so that when you do turn 18 u could live comfortable...u n ur parents spoke probly b4?? i know how u feel babes its nice to know u can say ur problems im the opposite i shut down and try cope on my own...Wrong thing to do =/... but just always pray to God he will give you the strength i promise don't wish u was dead cause your on this earth for a reason...i hope ur days will get better babes i promise just continue to do great stuff and it will fall into place god bless you n ur family xoxoxoxox

  7. NiiNii Minaj avatar

    On Sat, Dec 18, 2010 at 9:44 PM, NiiNii Minaj said:

    omg never hate your life , everyone goes through ups and downs mama if you ever need someone to talk too hit me up boo okay? thinking about that is so horrible , your life can end up being so good in the future trust me. look at nicki her dad was on crack and always hurt her mom but she passed through it all and so can you boo , again if you need me message me okay?


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