Sun, Sep 4, 2011 at 7:36 AM

Nicki saved me

I been through hell and back. The problems never stop. I was going through a really tough time two years ago. I had no one at all. Friends were leaving and family was acting all types of brand new. All i had was my Nicki Minaj magazine (Fader) & my i-pod full of Nicki's songs. Everyday i re read the article and i had Nicki mix-tapes on repeat. Nicki was my escape. I felt she was the only one who can understand me. I've been close to similar things that Nicki has been through. I hold Nicki dearly to my heart. She's my sun when all i see is clouds. She's the smile on my face when im all grumpy. She's my life. Most people in my life don't understand my love for this woman but, i think no one can ever understand. A connection you have between someone can't be explained. She's more than a just a rapper and i'm more than just a fan. I love you Nicki forever & always

  1. Ms.Everything avatar

    On Thu, Jul 5, 2012 at 3:33 AM, Ms.Everything said:

    I hope that u r doing better and stay strong. Everyone is going thru something. Its up to u look to the positive in life and thats what nicki music helps do for me. So i can relate. listening to her songs brightens my day too.

  2. HausOfNMinaj avatar

    On Sun, Apr 29, 2012 at 8:42 PM, HausOfNMinaj said:

    thank you all for all your comments and love mauh xo

  3. cl-@$$-y_Barb avatar

    On Sun, Apr 29, 2012 at 6:08 PM, [email protected]$$-y_Barb said:

    Wow thats some serious stuff..but wow girl you a strong woman just like her!!!.. do you actually know her personally? mwaaahh love you barb you truly are a BAD BITTCCHH


    On Fri, Apr 13, 2012 at 8:11 AM, OLDSKOOLPRETTY_BOI_MINAJSWAGZ said:

    Hey barbz. i understand what you mean. when i been there and done that i would allways turn to all the nicki minaj, ashanti and faith evan songs on my ipod, and many people didnt get y i loved them so much and what they meant to me. If your able to find something or someone positive to give you the motivation to get pass your troubles, be strong and create positive outcomes, what is understood by everybody else should not matter. and nicki minaj is a vivid remider. in a way she tells us fuck haters, be yourself, be strong and do what makes you happy . much love barbz. xxx! keep your head hell high and love yourself allways.

  5. HausOfNMinaj avatar

    On Sun, Feb 26, 2012 at 12:33 AM, HausOfNMinaj said:

    yes I am thanks :)

  6. barbieemelia avatar

    On Thu, Feb 23, 2012 at 7:55 PM, barbieemelia said:

    hope youre okay barb!

  7. HausOfNMinaj avatar

    On Sun, Nov 27, 2011 at 5:37 PM, HausOfNMinaj said:

    thank youu :) xoxo

  8. TheMzCodiLewis avatar

    On Sat, Nov 19, 2011 at 6:22 PM, TheMzCodiLewis said:

    I've been there. I have tried to end my life twice. I know what you are feeling. I'm sorry you had to go through that. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy. I'm glad you had found an outlet. that's great. You are strong to make it through that and don't let no bitch tell you otherwise. You're beautiful, don't forget that.


  9. ItsMartaHoe avatar

    On Sat, Oct 8, 2011 at 5:47 PM, ItsMartaHoe said:

    I know wat you going thru darling :((
    Trust me I've been there but remember Nicki will always be there for people like u and me .!!
    Thats why we r here *muahhhhhhh* xo
    & there will always be something pink to remind u of our beautifull Onika

  10. DutchMrsMinaj avatar

    On Sun, Sep 4, 2011 at 9:05 AM, DutchMrsMinaj said:

    Hope ur doing better now barb! Love xo

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